Tuesday 25 September 2012

Trying times and looking to the future

I'm sorry that I've been away for so long, I've been going through some major changes  in my life and blogging wasn't the top of my priority list. Also certain posts on this blog remind me of things I want to forget right now.

I know that this isn't a personal blog, but I think I need to give you all at least a brief explanation for my absence and why certain images/text on this blog will be edited.

I just realised that in the last couple of months I have been lying to myself, with an increasing rate of failure. My relationship was poorly chosen and badly timed. I wanted Joe to be someone he wasn't and could never be, and the longer we spent together the more obvious it was that our dreams were not compatible. I was still in love with someone else; my ex boyfriend, the person my dreams for the future were tangled up with.

I'm ashamed of myself for making such bad choices and for hurting people in the process but I'm also very lucky; I have a second chance; my ex is recovering from his depression slowly and letting me into his life again. We are going to fight very hard to see past all the pain the last few months has caused us both and more forward.

I'm going to take a little more time away from my blog. I'll be back on the 1st October with many outfits for my winter theme of Magique Victorienne and other random posts about DIY, decor and cemeteries.


  1. I wish you ALL well for the future, and remember the quote from the film *The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel* “Everything will be all right in the end... if it's not all right then it's not the end.”

    1. Thank you. That's very sensible advice. I will try to remember it =]